8/1/2012

작은일에 얼마나 연연하는지 정말 쓸 데 없다.
감정은 자꾸 붙잡아두고 나는 그 곳을 빠져나갈 의지가 없어 무의미한 시간 속에 맴맴 돈다.
이 노래는 나의 어떤 기억을 상기시키는데 내가 듣던 곡과는 장르가 좀더 리드미컬하게 바뀌어서 듣고 있자니 그 기억도 밝아지는 느낌이다.
내 일기에조차 내 생각을 낱낱히 적을 수가 없다. 뭐든지 적고 나면 확실해져서 적을 용기가 없는 것이다. 그저 시간이 흘러 변덕스러운 내 마음이 다시 기질을 발휘하길 바랄 뿐이다.

USA trip

I got back from US this morning. I've plotted the cities I went to in red, although I didn't see much of Philadelphia. My sister lives in Baltimore, where I spent most of the time at, so this trip was to visit her + looking around US's renown attractions. More than being impressed with US-ness, hanging out with her friends in Baltimore and few of my friends in New York remained as the happy part of the trip. Because Baltimore is the city that you can't walk around just because of its infamous crime rate, I had my sisters' friends driving cars to go a place to another. Looking through the photos I took, I realised that I didn't take photos of Baltimore's ramshackle district areas. It's a pity because it remained strong in my Baltimore memory. Baltimore's atmosphere was nothing compared to that of NY's, but I loved it much more and had so much fun with my sister and her friends. NY however left me bad memories, although I was amazed at its major highrises and NY taxies. Indeginous US's BIGness seen already in Baltimore, NY was only a city of the-must-go-city to me but nothing much more. Thanks to my sister, I had my two-week trip comfortable and fun. I always thought that I could never be as mature as her, but this time this thought banged my head. I should be uploading some of my documentation on this trip soon.