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계속 잘하라고만 부추기는 한국사회가 너무 싫다
고지식한 생각을 남에게 강요하는 사람들도 싫고
내가 그 안에 포함될거라고 생각하는것도 싫다
내버려둬ㅠㅠ
나 오춘기 왔나보다

의미없는

의미없는 짓들은 그만.

침묵

인간은 자신이 나온 침묵의 세계와 자신이 들어갈 또 하나의 침묵의 세계(죽음) 사이에서 살고 있다. 인간의 언어 또한 두 세계 사이에서 살고 있다. 말은 순결함, 소박함, 원초성을 자신이 나온 침묵으로부터 얻는다. 그러나 미미한 지속성, 덧없는 사라짐, 허약함, 말이 자신이 명명하는 사물들과 결코 완전하게 일치하지는 못한다는 사실은 두번째 침묵, 곧 죽음으로부터 나온다.
-막스 피카르트, 침묵의 세계 the world of silence

궁시렁궁시렁

i dont think i have appreciated my course enough when i constantly complained about the loose scheduled curriculum and how it made me lose interest in art and design. but recently i was reminded that i love visuals more than written scripts and graphic design really have the capacity to allow you to jump around any subject you intend to lead your work to be about. For that, graphic design course should not restrict you from keeping eyes open to sources our there. I was passive in finding what i like, and it may be a little late to 'start' liking the course but i'm glad that my 'liking' graphic design is in incline. :P

Be Wonderful and Wise - Lurpak® Lightest Spreadable

love the colours and patterns of veges.

8/1/2012

작은일에 얼마나 연연하는지 정말 쓸 데 없다.
감정은 자꾸 붙잡아두고 나는 그 곳을 빠져나갈 의지가 없어 무의미한 시간 속에 맴맴 돈다.
이 노래는 나의 어떤 기억을 상기시키는데 내가 듣던 곡과는 장르가 좀더 리드미컬하게 바뀌어서 듣고 있자니 그 기억도 밝아지는 느낌이다.
내 일기에조차 내 생각을 낱낱히 적을 수가 없다. 뭐든지 적고 나면 확실해져서 적을 용기가 없는 것이다. 그저 시간이 흘러 변덕스러운 내 마음이 다시 기질을 발휘하길 바랄 뿐이다.

USA trip

I got back from US this morning. I've plotted the cities I went to in red, although I didn't see much of Philadelphia. My sister lives in Baltimore, where I spent most of the time at, so this trip was to visit her + looking around US's renown attractions. More than being impressed with US-ness, hanging out with her friends in Baltimore and few of my friends in New York remained as the happy part of the trip. Because Baltimore is the city that you can't walk around just because of its infamous crime rate, I had my sisters' friends driving cars to go a place to another. Looking through the photos I took, I realised that I didn't take photos of Baltimore's ramshackle district areas. It's a pity because it remained strong in my Baltimore memory. Baltimore's atmosphere was nothing compared to that of NY's, but I loved it much more and had so much fun with my sister and her friends. NY however left me bad memories, although I was amazed at its major highrises and NY taxies. Indeginous US's BIGness seen already in Baltimore, NY was only a city of the-must-go-city to me but nothing much more. Thanks to my sister, I had my two-week trip comfortable and fun. I always thought that I could never be as mature as her, but this time this thought banged my head. I should be uploading some of my documentation on this trip soon.